Thursday, October 4, 2012

A little tough

*sigh* My second year as a college student had been TOTALLY tiring. You might all think that I'm very industrious that's why but it's the opposite. I was too lazy doing assignments and I tend to procrastinate and ended up cramming and doing everything in the last minute. Like writing in this blog. I was supposed to wake up at 6 in the morning for a company tour but until now, I'm still awake. My body clock has been totally ruined. Thanks to college and my fandom. But nevertheless, I don't regret anything. Hehe. I love what I'm doing!

Anyways, this second year, I joined an organization in our school. Luckily, I was one of those chosen to be a trainee to become an officer. Sadly, I seem to cannot meet all my senior's expectations. Balancing studies, fandom, and duties as a trainee is a hard thing to do. It can't be helped if one will be left unattended. In this case, my studies was the one >< I know! I'm such an irresponsible person. Correction: irresponsible student. *sigh* I don't even have time to go and hang out with my friends, which is a very sad thing.

Anyway, enough of my dramas.xD Let me share something about my real-life crush that ended up in 2 days. There's this guy that I had a crush on and it started the day ago. Probably because he has a nice voice and looks. Just this afternoon, I saw him outside our school. He was holding a cigarette. Yup! You got it right. He's a smoker. AND that's a total turn off for me. So, all my admiration for him vanished. Haha. Too fast, right? But it can't be helped!

Hehe, enough of the shares! I need to sleep now. Or else I can't wake up tomorrow.


P.S. I think I'm going crazy because of these two guys on my background. I totally love them!

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