GIFs~

I'm back~ hihi.. 3 finals down, 1 to go. Yehey~! This term will be finally over and I'll have approximately 3 weeks of rest before finally going back to school for another term. Oh well, I can use my time watching all the dramas I've downloaded, plus updating my fanfics in the page that I handle haha.. Oh yeah! In case you want to read the stories I've made it's over here. Just click each photo and the links will be on the description..=))

My title's kinda questionable, right? Haha~! Well, I just want to boast something. It's something little but, well, I just felt that I've received an achievement when I was able to make it hihi.. Well, it's this: I was able to make GIFs now. I feel like I've already improved as a person because, a year before, I learned to edit pictures, now, I learned to make GIFs haha.. Here are some of my works:

hihi.. Forgive me for being biased >< those two pictures are the same person. . .And he's one of my crush haha.. See my background? He's the one on the right side. Yeah~ He still has black hair in these pictures. Then he changed it to brown for a certain drama. Then, I think it's already fading and turning to black again? Well, that is really great! I mean I really really love his black hair hihi..

Well, that's all? Haha.. I'm just so happy I don't know why. Hihi. Until next time I guess? Can't tell much now, still watching his drama hoho.xD Hope that I could study for my last finals. Oh by the way, ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL~!!


P.S. A fan of JUMP? Go to this page for updates.=)

My Wishlist

Hi there! Haha, I decided to make this post so that I can keep track of what I like to buy and what have I bought based on my unending WANTS. So here's my list, hope you could keep up with me.xD

>>mini-Jansport bag (they're cute! And handy, too. They can carry a lot of stuffs.)
>>1 TB External Hard Drive (so that I'll have a place where I can put all my files.)
>>Myojo/Popolo/Potato/Duet/Wink Up Magazine (I would like to collect these. Oh! My fandom.xD)
>>Converse Shoes (when you're studying in my school, a pair of this will be VERY handy)
>>And I'll save the rest of my money haha.xD I want to have a lot in case I needed for my wants. Yeah.


^so, just another post that I wanted to express.=D Haha.

P.S. I'm beginning to think that I'm a very shallow person, which I beg to disagree for the reason that I don't want to be one.xD

Manly and with Authority

What's with the title of this post? Is it about boys? What do you think?

Haha! Of course it's not! It's about MY VOICE. A friend, whom I just talked on the phone for the first time, commented on my voice, saying that it's very manly and sounds like it's full of authority. Oh man! Was I suppose to be flattered? I kinda take it as an insult? But she clearly told me that it's a compliment. But still.... A girl having a manly and full of authority voice? Doesn't that sound weird? Oh well, she said it was a good thing. My best friend also agreed on that. But still, i'm being bothered by this comment ><.

Let's just leave it okay? Haha! I know, I know! I was the one who started it.xD


Just passing by, letting all of you know that I'm still alive. Just, you know, striving hard to study well and have high grades.

I honestly don't know what to say.xD I just wanted to write something here. Hehe. Well, I've got to make a term paper now. Toodles!

See you next time.=)

A little tough

*sigh* My second year as a college student had been TOTALLY tiring. You might all think that I'm very industrious that's why but it's the opposite. I was too lazy doing assignments and I tend to procrastinate and ended up cramming and doing everything in the last minute. Like writing in this blog. I was supposed to wake up at 6 in the morning for a company tour but until now, I'm still awake. My body clock has been totally ruined. Thanks to college and my fandom. But nevertheless, I don't regret anything. Hehe. I love what I'm doing!

Anyways, this second year, I joined an organization in our school. Luckily, I was one of those chosen to be a trainee to become an officer. Sadly, I seem to cannot meet all my senior's expectations. Balancing studies, fandom, and duties as a trainee is a hard thing to do. It can't be helped if one will be left unattended. In this case, my studies was the one >< I know! I'm such an irresponsible person. Correction: irresponsible student. *sigh* I don't even have time to go and hang out with my friends, which is a very sad thing.

Anyway, enough of my dramas.xD Let me share something about my real-life crush that ended up in 2 days. There's this guy that I had a crush on and it started the day ago. Probably because he has a nice voice and looks. Just this afternoon, I saw him outside our school. He was holding a cigarette. Yup! You got it right. He's a smoker. AND that's a total turn off for me. So, all my admiration for him vanished. Haha. Too fast, right? But it can't be helped!

Hehe, enough of the shares! I need to sleep now. Or else I can't wake up tomorrow.


P.S. I think I'm going crazy because of these two guys on my background. I totally love them!

Missed me??

Hi there! Sorry I've not posted for so long.xD Hihi. Anyways, yeah, I've gotten my blog a major makeover. From the background up to the minor details likes fonts and colors and I actually like it.=) This is more like me. More of my personality. 

So how have you guys doing? Me, just plain. On my second year and second term. Nearly graduating? Possibly. If ever I don't get any failures anymore and HOPEFULLY I won't have.

Just wanna share something. Last term, I took up a Philosophy class. Well, according to our enrollment, we should have gotten a kinder professor but it turns out that shuffles were made and thus resulting to changes in the professors. And unfortunately, we ended up with the most terror professor in the Philosophy Department in our school. When we started, I was gradually doing ok. My technique was to hear him out and then reject ideas that I don't like. But this wasn't easy, his voice was soothing and calming and pleading, well not literally, but as you listen to his voice, you'll just discover yourself accepting his ideas. There shouldn't have been any problem BUT I am a Protestant so, some of his teachings were against what I have learned.

To make the long story short, I almost ended up failing his subject, but LUCKILY, a friend of mine supported mo all the way and didn't leave me. She kept on cheering me up to the point that we both cried when I realized how stupid I was.

So here I am now, a brand new person, more skeptic, less absurd but same believer. Oh by the way, I passed his subject, that's why I feel so proud of myself. Hehe.xD 

So yeah, hope you all got motivated with my share. 

Lesson learned: NEVER give up on ANYTHING as long as there is a POSSIBILITY. 1% might be a small percentage, but it's still no 0. As long as there is a possibility, we should strive hard for it.:)


P.S. these two guys on my background are my "crushes" and favorite members on my favorite group.

P.P.S to the JUMPers out there, you can follow our blog for some updates and files:)  Brought to you by yours truly and her friend.=D

Leaving My Comfort Zone

This blog is about the time when I was still on my last year in high school till my first days in college. Well, I just want to remember it, that's why. 

I remember back then that I was kinda excited to leave my school and at the same time afraid of meeting new people. You see, I'm not the friendly type of person. I'm used to stay on the side and wait for people to approach me. But college is different. I know that If I didn't make a move, I'll be a loner my entire college life. So, I made a tough decision, not so hard but still: I need to talk more and approach other people more! So, my entire summer was wasted on me spacing out and thinking of things like this. Hehe, although I spend most of my time in front of the computer for browsing updates, pictures and videos of my beloved Hey! Say! JUMP. And we also went to Cebu and Bohol for a one week vacation. But every night before I sleep, I'm always thinking about this. Oh! And also, I know that I'm going to miss my high school group of friends. You see, we weren't able to bond for a long time because we only got close during the last part of the third semester.

Luckily or unluckily, I had this high school classmate of mine who happens to be my blockmate. But I guess, it ended up as a bad luck. Though, I was kinda thankful at first that I have someone to talk to during my lonely days in my college life, BUT, he always irritates me and nags me. Yeah! I know, I'm complaining again instead of being thankful, but hey! I do have a peaceful life that I wanted to have some time. So, moving on, during LPEP (orientation) days, I was with him. Luckily, there's this girl who approached him. You see, we were sitting and watching inside an auditorium for the first activity. So there's this girl, uhmmm, let's call her Autumn. So Autumn approached him and befriended him, then he introduced Autumn to me and we became friends instantly. Yeah, that fast. We were together and sitting beside each other during the classroom sessions. 

Yipee! I found a friend. Autumn is a funny and cheerful girl. She tells a lot of her high school experiences to me. I enjoyed her company and I was also thankful that she does most of the talking because I'm more comfortable on doing the listening. (Hehe, that's why I was kinda surprised when a friend of hers told Buttercup, and Buttercup told me, that she was a demure when she was still in high school.xD). 

Before our day ended, we also met another girl, that's where Buttercup comes in. Buttercup was with a certain guy most of the time (that's why I thought they're somewhat related by blood or by emotion, but she already told us that he was just a plain classmate from her sophomore days in high school). Nevertheless, we got close to her despite the fact of our assumption. Buttercup was a quiet girl; she looks very refined and observant that when I talked to her, I did most of the talking because it felt awkward to have a silence between us.

Until now, the three of us are still friends and close, although we were added in number, the three of us still remains stuck together. Autumn is still very cheerful and funny (although he hates this certain guy who we call Q), on the other hand, Buttercup uhmmm, changed? She was more talkative now and tells a lot of experiences, too. I learned that she was always like that; it's just that she was somewhat shy at first and observes a lot. Whew!

Haha, so maybe some of you wonders how I became close with them. I know, because some of our blockmates ask me the same question. But hey, if it weren't for these two, I'll be loner during my entire stay in college. So, I thank them a lot. I hope they can bear with me if I have a short temper sometimes or moody or any negative attitude that I have.=)

P.S.: If you know who the guy I'm talking about is, please don't tell him what I've said about him here. xD

The Way I See It.

Hi there! I'm back. Well, today, we had our community service in Quezon City and I'm with my college classmates. I'm really tired but there are a lot of things in my mind right now that I want to share.

First on the list will be my friends in high school. Actually there are seven of us, but now that we're already in college, we rarely see each other together. Sometimes by twos or threes, but never as a whole. So, time for making code names for them, they'll be: Khaki, Purple, Red, Ecru, Silver, and Auburn. Out of them, I'm closest with Khaki, though she's the eldest in the group and I'm the youngest (hehe). Anyways, I miss them a lot, especially Auburn and Ecru. We rarely communicate due to the hectic schedule that we have. Oh! How I miss bonding with them and laughing our heads off during lunches and breaks. I really hope to see them again.

Second will be my college friends. I know that they're a different set of people from my high school friends but I can't help but compare both groups. Honestly, I prefer my high school friends, but I'm not saying that I hate my college friends. It's just that there are still stuffs that they don't know about me and I'm not that confident to share these to them. I sometimes struggles to let them know how I feel not vocally but by my actions, but I guess, the message I want them to receive doesn't seem to reach them. Sometimes, I also disagree with their decisions but I just remain quiet and wait for them to ask about my opinion and share my thoughts, but most of the time I just get disappointed. Yeah. I know I have a lot of complain against them, but they're a bunch of sweet people that I can still rely on when I need it.

Third is my family. I'm not really the type of person who shares my thoughts to my mom, or communicates with my father about my problems or just telling my sisters my secrets. I'm the type of person who relies more on my friends than my family. I'm the eldest, so technically, a lot of expectations and responsibilities are on my shoulders. It's not that I can't do it, it's because I don't want to be pressured because I'm the type who works worse under pressure. I know some of my friends see me as a spoiled child but, in reality, I'm only spoiled to them because I kinda seek attention that I don't usually get from my family.

Last, I know a lot of fan girls feel the same way, but I sometimes daydream what will happen to my life when the time comes for me to meet him personally. I also think about what will I say, what will I wear. I'm planning way ahead that sometimes that it creeps me out because I don't know what'll happen to me if I receive disappointment. Nevertheless, I still hope that I'll see him and make him know my existence and remember me for the rest of his life. I know it sounds kinda impossible but I hope that at least the last part will happen. I want him to have a soft spot in his heart for me like the way I do.

Yeah, so that's what I think most of the time. It bugs me but I think a lot, even while typing this very blog, I'm thinking of other things. I sometimes wonder if my mind ever gets tired of too much thinking of a lot of things. I maybe kinda weird but that's me. So that's all for now. Wait for my next blog.=))))))

There's Always a First for Everything

Basically, this will be my first blog ever.. Well, as many of us do, I made this blog to express my feelings towards people or events that I don't or can't usually express to people around me, not because I don't trust them or like that, but because there are things that I usually wanted to keep to myself..xD

For special reasons, I go by the code name Spring Song. I like the mysterious effect... Hehe.. And I also like to express myself freely with no limitations and worries that people I know might find out about this..XD So, I'm a Chinese but was born in the Philippines. I am usually a moody but cheerful kid, a bright but lazy girl, and a secretive but trusted lady. I'm also a JPOP fan (especially Hey! Say! JUMP).

So, why did I made this blog?
Two people inspired me in doing this, two college friends to be exact. Let's call them Asteria and Buttercup (since they go with that initials, hehe). Asteria and Buttercup are a year older than me, but somehow, we get along a lot. I'm closer with Buttercup, and she was the one who shared to me about her and Asteria's blog. I tried reading both, though I'm not done yet (sorry), and I enjoyed and learned a lot of things about them that I usually don't see when I'm with them. So here it is: my first blog.

Great! I kinda feel relieved. Having a blog is good for the health. It lightens up the heavy feelings you had there inside you. So yeah. This ends it. Wait for my next blog to learn more about me.....=)))))))